✲路牌✲

snow effect

儿时光阴不再

Song

提醒名言

ACTION speaks LOUDER than words

“下属没做好事,应该告诉自己:
如果他们都和你一样能干
那你就会是他们的下属了。”

Saturday, June 19, 2010

睡意浓浓

16/5/2010
星期三是妈妈最悠闲的一天了,
因为啊,我们全部都没有补习。
不过,最好笑的是早上咯。
那一天我特别的迟醒,妹妹和那个小亲戚大概9:30++就叫我醒了,
可是我想赖床,不醒了。
可是他们不死心的叫我出去吃东西,可是我的睡意比食欲来得重,
当然继续窝在我的床咯,然后不知道几点,妈妈要出门似的,
交代我东西,可是我睡的懵懂懂的,我妈妈好想看得出我的不对劲,
要我重复他交代的东西,我说我妈妈叫我去吃早餐,我妈妈听了顿时又要晕了。
因为他交代的东西,不是关心我的早餐而是要我去洗米当他出去的时候。
听了,我就知道犯错了,顿时我的睡意很快就跑掉了,
妹妹和我的小亲戚也听到我说的咯,小到大大声的,
不醒也难咯,没办法咯,赶快洗脸,吃点麦片,未免胃痛。
就这样,妈妈重复交代他要我办的东西,
这一次一定没搞错了,不过,我妈妈还是不放心,要我重复。
算咯,我重复就是了,毕竟是我有错在先。
傍晚,我妈跟我老爸说,果然如我所料,我老爸笑得大大声的,而我还能说什么?
只好静静地咯,回想起来就好笑,不过我就惨啦,脸很红的说……

夜宵大餐

15/5/2010
星期二,我家附近都有夜市的,
而且很靠近我家,那个麻烦的小亲戚当然也是要吵着去的咯。
我爸妈都有去,我怎么能缺席呢?
而且以我爱看八卦,怎么能错过呢,
不过,最重要的是想到还有几年就不能像现在无时无刻的能得到爸爸的陪伴了,
因为我有我的路要走了。这个想法在我考undang时,慢慢的发酵了。

这一天,我们迟了因为有下雨而且我家的水喉坏了,
我爸跟我弟要去修理,就晚了。
而且外面又下着雨,结果拖到8:00才去,
当时还下着毛毛雨呢。
没关系,而且我有还没冲凉就无所谓了,淋了一身,回来冲凉刚刚好。
不过,我那个臭老弟最不识相得咯,明明一家人去的嘛,
他竟然为了那个游戏不要出门,真的是啊,欠揍!
就这样我们走了一趟,结果与越下越大滴,我们赶快回家拿雨伞。
后来,那个小亲戚就不要去了(买了他要的东西嘛)
结果,妈妈和我的嘴痒痒想吃东西,就撑着雨伞去买咯。
拿雨伞时,还发生了一点的小插曲。
爸爸咯,为我们拿雨伞,三个人去,当然那三个雨伞咯。
可是,妈妈想要爸爸帮他撑伞,结果爸爸拿的雨伞却不如妈妈的意。
妈妈就说“算咯,你跟你女儿去,我不去了。”
哇塞,妈妈因为就吃醋啊?不会吧,这么小事!?
那一时,我就有点傻眼,并不我妈妈吃我的醋而是没想到有这么大的反应。
很多次都没发生这样的情况啊。
呆了一会儿,我就兴味的跟爸爸说,“你惨了!”
爸爸当然赶快哄妈妈得咯,就这样,妈妈也跟去咯。
现在,想起来都蛮好笑的。哈哈
我们买了两个炒 ham gou(广东谐音),接着又看到新的小吃档口,
买popiah的,我们看到又嘴馋,爸爸看看我,我们就谈好协议后,就买一条试试看。
结果,吃得好吃,爸爸就去买了。但是,我那老爸就是嘴馋,说看到那个laksa,看起很好吃,
问我们要不要试吃,我们就说ok咯,不过我就不要了,肚子好撑哦。
弟弟马回来后,我和小亲戚看他们吃,结果,他们说不好吃!
还好我没吃,哈哈。我就和一小口的laksa咯,都不好吃的,还是昆仑喇叭卖的比较好吃。
就这样,宵夜大餐就这样过了,不过隔天我和老爸的肚子不舒服,连上厕所,
接着,我爸说好像是laksa的问题,囧,不会吧,我喝一小口就辛苦到半死,如果吃了不就更死了?
奇怪的是,我妈妈、弟弟和我妹却没有问题哦。
我就想,怎么他们没事啊!?
结果呢,答案还是未知晓……

哦!还有谢谢丽晶送饼干之类的给我。
melaka & kl trip 的礼品,先谢咯。

不想补习

每逢星期二就是要补习4个小时的一天。
最近呢,我就觉得不想补习了,
原因呢有很多种,
-受不了补习的时;
-我突然觉得浪费时间,这个也要拜爸爸所赐,他说为何人家可以靠自己,你为何不可以?
-另外,金钱的问题了,每次都要给钱,而且数学只要多做就可以了。每一次能够过花时间在网络,为何不能多花点时间在功课方面上?
 不能像以前一样么?之前的我可以办到,为何现在的我不可以?
就这样,不想补习的心情逐渐发酵。
而且每次还要听妈妈说些什么他每次都要载上载下的很辛苦,就这样我每次被骂就拿补习当借口来骂。
我听了超级不喜欢的说,就这样我想靠自己,想到或许没有补习,我或许会花更多的时间在功课上,
因为没有依赖,被逼自己去努力,或许是个方法。
就这样,我想慢慢的放手让自己。
更何况,我遇到我小学的朋友(卖炸鸡的),他读的是pure sains
他却可以不用补习就可拿到很好的成绩,而且跟我不上不下,听了我都觉得惭愧的说。
因为之前的我比他好很多,可能是好强心在做怪吧,
所以,这个更加坚定我的想法。
不过,我还是想保留国语+英文,数学可以慢慢放手。
而且我有位让我信任的老师。
anyway,我还是得好好的计划。
这是我第一个改变计划。Plan A!

双喜临门!?

14/5/2010
星期一
补习时间过了,就当我要上车,就坐好了。
爸爸就突然问我知道什么是双喜临门吗?
当然知道啦,就奇怪咯,为何突然问这个?
结果,我老爸说,今天就肯定知道什么是双喜临门。
就那时,我就知道肯定又有什么事发生了。
我就问什么东西,我老爸说,他帮我洗好衣服了,只要放进去就行了。
第一件事,听起来不错。不过,我的惊喜不是很大,因为我老爸得空的话,会帮我的。
我想这只是借口,我想是衣服我洗不干净,他受不了就自己洗,他不说破罢了。
听了,就没多大惊喜,因为这事就证明我没把“工作”做好咯。
then,我等他的下文,还是没说出口,我就问他咯,还有叻?
他很神秘地就说,突然很想念Choco top【麦当劳卖的雪糕】。不知道买六个会不会融呢?
我听了,就知道他要去买了。我就兴奋的问他,是不是要去买回家吃。
他就说笑眯眯的,还是继续他的问题,会不会融。
哈哈,我才没管它呢,我先yeah了一声,才回答他的问题。
爸爸听了,好像都在笑,嘿嘿,真不懂他在搞什么的,anyway,有的吃就好,哈哈
好高兴啊,我的choco top 要到手了。
还没到mc之前,我们就讨论了,我妈妈说肯定会融,我也觉得如此,
可是老爸不觉得咯,因为他想要弟妹和那个小亲戚能吃的好吃的choco top,
虽然我们有吃过,但是每次去吃的是sundae很少吃choco top,我老爸就想到让他们吃一样的。
虽然这个想法他没说,不过我猜他是这样想的。
不过,经过多个考虑,我们决定买sundae给我弟妹,choco top就给我三个,先做个试验。
【告诉你们哦,本来不用试验的,我们可以在车上吃的,可是妈妈说脏了,谁洗啊?爸爸就没办法咯就依妈妈的。
如果你想我爸爸这么尊敬妈妈就错了。我爸爸肯定是先哄着妈妈,因为啊,买这些雪糕,我妈妈是不大赞成的,
就这样我爸爸只能听我说好吃。而且看到我妈妈手上拿着的雪糕,拼命流口水然后吞口水,想到就好笑。哈哈】
但是,差不多回家时,我就有报应了,因为当天有下雨,天气比较冷,又吹冷气+吃雪糕,当时我就很冷了,
可是要看顾其他雪糕,我就冷到半死,连牙齿都开始摩擦,心脏好像收缩起来,好像不能呼吸的样子,
没办法咯,不可能叫老爸把车的速度增加吧,很危险的,关冷气?雪糕不久会融完?
就这样,我冷到回家。没想到,这一次吃雪糕会冷到这样,之前下雨去游泳也没有冷到这样啊,
真是报应啊……
就这样,冰冷的雪糕甜点小插曲帮我们一家人开开心心的度过这一天。^^

问题解决

14/5/2010
这一天呢,我回学校duty ganti。
这一次的ganti不同的是是ketua来看管。
而且不止这一个“大人物”还有Penolong ketua,
还真得不得了,还好我不用做什么特别的工作,
只是把书的资料输入网络内做记录。
就这样,过了两个小时,时间还很长,而且有没有特别的是要做,
找东西做!?我就觉得很累有多灰尘,我肯定会忍不住拼命地打喷嚏。
就这样,我就无聊的坐下看哪一些exco聊什么,结果离太远了,听不到。
只听到他们的嘻嘻哈哈,真的很无聊,Ketua很有责任感,拼命问Miss Lau
有什么东西可做,结果被安排去排书,可是那么一丁点的书,一下子就排完啦。
结果还是无聊的坐下,我看ketua他们都是看书,我就不客气有样学样。
突然间,Penolong Ketua:模特儿姐姐突然生气,我觉得他是生气Chen Yee看完资料没有排好,
虽然他没说出口,但我看得出他的眼神,毕竟我留在学校,我跟他聊天有看过这样的眼神。
结果,他很有耐心压下他的脾气,弄好整个资料,顿时Ketua也知道为什么了。
只是大家都不说破罢了。
另外呢,最令我惊讶的是Ketua 出去的时候,告诉我他要出去了,顿时我下一跳,
毕竟我又没有什么职位的,而且有职位的人都还在啊。
结果,签名回家后,都搞不清楚Ketua为何要这样。
我当然要搞清楚的咯,就问爸爸,为何这样?
爸爸说有很多可能,或许他们之间不和。
我听了就不断猜测,就大概有一个论点,ketua或许不要再惹正处于即将火山爆发的模特儿姐姐。
因为如果他们不和的话,他们那里有可能嘻嘻哈哈啊?
就这样,我的问题在第二天就解决了。

Saturday, June 12, 2010

As long As You love me -- backstreet boy

As Long As You Love Me

Mv  embed 不到,可惜咯。
你们去youtube 看吧
我只能放有歌词的咯。





As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me

============================================

寻找结果之一。
我觉得这首歌还好,
比其他的歌较为逊色。
不过,不会差到哪儿。^^

Shape of My heart ♡♡ —— Backstreet Boy



Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here, don't put out the glow
Hole me now, don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become

:Chorus:
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Send in this beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

:Chorus:

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart...

I'm lookin' back on the things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

:Chorus: 2x

Show you the shpae of my heart...

▷♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥◁

这是我和我弟的寻找结果。
当然不止这一首咯,待会我有时间就慢慢更新。
这首歌我听了,顿时的烦恼就好很多了。
心里充满的火就好像被消防员扑灭了。
感觉还多了。希望大家的feeling 也会像我如此。嘻嘻

上了一整天的电脑

11/6/2010
今天呢,本来要去duty好ganti之前我偷懒的。
结果,我睡迟了去不成了。
只好放弃咯。
今天比较特别的是跟妈妈出去吃早餐。
那个麻烦精当然是跟我们去咯,结果真的很麻烦!
算了咯,吃饱了就对着电脑了,想到参加了比赛却没有行动。
不自在就去找资料发咯,还好今天的报纸有报道大哦大马计划的,
我懒去看报纸,就看网络的,就那里找,大概看了一点就去发帖。
这一次我超有心计的说,找到资料就去慢慢衡量值不值得,有没有学到东西。
希望可以拿高分咯。
当然,我发的帖都对我有用的咯,要不然才不会花这么多心思呢。
弄弄……,就弄到一个早上,想到我的工作还没打完,就继续了。
不过那已经是下午四时的事了。哈哈。很糟糕吧。
终于其中一本的Jan给我打完了,打到Feb的一半。
打到手指都累了,爸爸特别的迟回,我的肚子饿到……咕噜咕噜了
还好胃痛没找上门!
接着,我老弟找新的歌听,我就跟他一起找,感觉蛮不错的。
那个麻烦精就用着我的FB acc玩很多游戏,看到就不爽啦,
我这个人很少玩游戏的说,这样下去,都不懂会不会玩出火来。
算了,我跟他一起玩开心宝贝的你画我猜的游戏,我最喜欢玩这个的!♥♥
就这样电脑陪了我一整天,我只有一句话,辛苦了。
可我的耳朵也辛苦了,因为电费肯定会吓死人,然后给妈妈唠叨。
就像小流星说的自讨苦吃,haizzzzz……

与baka的通话

10/6/2010
星期四是我蛮开心的一天。
早上没事,只有傍晚有补习而已。
但这样已经足够了,不过undang我没有温习就是了。
结果给妈妈唠叨呢。
到了晚上,那个baka突然冒出来骂我笨蛋。
那个大白痴!==
算了,最气的是逼我给他电话,
结果好啦,通话被偷听,给妈妈问东问西,
最讨厌啦,都是弟弟啦,偷听我们讲话。
要不然我的谎言就不会被识破咯
跟他通话,都不懂聊什么的,都是各自说对方的不好之处,
要不然就是顶嘴啦。
老实说,声音超小声的,还敢说我大声,那也证明我说话清楚!
真的是啊,听到我耳朵都红了【绝对不是脸红导致的!】而且还有点痛呢。
算了,我不要再跟男生通电话了。这是这一次而已,
爸妈就担心了,也就开始问东问西啦,还是和女生比较方便。

考undang

9/6/2010
星期三有空,而且我的生日就在上个星期就过了。
丽晶就与我一起去考undang咯
当天有点小紧张,因为我不曾与Ah Sing相处过而且还是不认识的。
不怕就假了,还好到最后是他的妈妈来,松了一口气。
不过,我遇到的讲师就不大好了。
第一个的,还不错,第二个的就死了。
他们有给我们做nilai,当然以我直率的个性肯定是诚实给分咯。
结果,他好像看到后,脸变黑了。
我妈妈跟我说,哼,死定了,他不给你pass就死定了。
听了,老实说,有点紧张啦,没关系啦,就当作教训咯,
不过,还真的不该,之前我爸妈有讲过类似的故事,结果我还是重犯。
算了吧,就祈祷不是那个老师改,总结一句来说,马来西亚会这么惨,还真的是养了米虫啊。

我爸爸跟我说,马来西亚就是这样,出到社会这些事比比皆是。
听了,我就知道他要暗示什么了。
现在知道了,还不赶快争取时间读好书,学多一点知识,要比别人出色,才能得到自己的利益。
就这样啦,16岁的第一次磨练!加油吧

Thursday, June 10, 2010

All The Things She Said - T.A.T.U

 

【这是他们的MV】





【这附有歌词的】

"All The Things She Said"

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
(All the things she said)
This is not enough
Ya Soshla S Uma - Ma!
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said.

Monday, June 7, 2010

SaT& SuN - shopping

星期六是Agung的生日。
我没有补习,爸爸又没工作。
所以,我们当然要玩翻天咯,
本来是的,但是那个小叽喳亲戚又来我家了。
一听到,我的心情简直跌倒谷底。
他来了准是没有好事的,尤其在shopping时,
叽喳不算,可是他很爱走上走下,一看到新的东西就想要买,
这简直是浪费嘛,只为了追新潮流就要买东买西,
烦不烦啊,我们去到那,嘴巴总是没停过,真是的。
而且有跟我妹那边玩,完全没有分寸,都已经4年级了,
还不会自重,且又不为他人着想,一味只想到得到自己的东西。
虽然有时让人觉得很令人可爱,但是也却是一个麻烦的家伙。

不过,这不是最糟的,他很偏食。
那个不喜欢,这个不喜欢,可是又不跟人说哦。
我们怎知哦,每次只想吃Macdonald或高级的食物。
当时我真的很想骂一句,够了哦,来到这里不是你的王国,自重些,你这样很碍眼!
结果,有我老爸压下来啦,要不然,我铁定跟他没完没了的。
就这样,我美好的假期泡汤了T_T

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

半年了……

1/6/2010
今天是六月的第一日,这也显示了2010年还有半年的时间就过完了。
很快的,我也要开始融入社会开始磨练了,
而我很快的不再是能自由自在的生活了,
而是每一天都要思考该如何过完每一天。

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上了中四半年,发现其实中四的课程并没有这么难。
或许,初中时,我曾接触过新加波考英文的试卷,
我觉得那以类似的考试,比马来西亚更难更有挑战。
而我渐渐习惯了新格式的训练、课业,
虽然这听起来时好事,但我却烦恼着从初中烦恼的事件,
觉得蛮可悲的,这么多年了,还是老样子没有怎样的进步,
应该是“江山易改,本性难移”的坏习惯吧。
怎么说都没用吧,只要有恒心肯定会办到的吧,
而就如我爸爸说的,你没试过真真的后悔、“早知如何必当初”的感觉,
要不然肯定不会浪费时间,或许是这样吧。
我的生活很好了吧,好到我没有想到最惨的悲剧和现实。
相信报应很快就来了,等我“出道”时,就会想到读书的感觉是那么的美好。
想到那时承受的压力只是课业而已,根本不用烦恼其他的,
但到了17岁以后,就要烦恼了,这是每个人都会经过的人生吧,
可是,我总觉得那不是喜悦而是一个苦恼。
怎么办呢?
当我说这句的话时候,我相信爸爸一定会说:
“能怎么办!?现在就赶快追时间把不会的都学会,到时你才不会像我一样,
老了才来后悔,到那时一切都太迟了。”
很普遍的一句话,可是背后的影响力还是有的,尤其是对我这种人: 想要享受的人!

疯狂幻想

考试的时候,我还有多余的时间及testpad,
无聊之极想到一些超级疯狂的想法。
不过,我想这些只是掩饰我的害羞吧,嘿嘿。
没办法啊,这些疯狂想法太太太羞人,
这也是其中一个原因让我想设定一些让我相信的人阅读我的部落格。
我对你们很好吧【被砸】哈哈。
不过这次我是写英文的,你们知道原因么?
不写华语是因为我习惯打字了,不喜欢写字。哈哈


         I hope I have a time machine that fetch me to my future just like Robinson, the 3D cartoon.So that, I'm not afraid to facing the problem.I'm very admire the character in 'Robinson'. In the story, there are many things that I want, enjoy it and play it. If the world just like the cartoon, there must be fun and challenging and many people will very enjoy their life without tricks, lying, attack and robber or rag.


         The hope in the future must be interesting if the wall of my home will change its coluor according my favourite and not need to paint just like the light. The wall will also show some movies just like at cinema or watching television.In the other hand, I also hope the wall which at my home will listen my secret and help to keep it; when I was in low spirit, it will courage and accompany me,so I would not feel alone in this world. I think this was the best thing if I have it.


          After that, I also will hope I have a lovely and happy family. In this family, my husband will be very good husband and father who loves the family and I hope my husband will hug me everyday when I wake up or when I'm in low spirit. The hug must be warm and safety,I'm very sure to it. Also, I hope I have 4 children  which is two pairs of twins. I think this is very challenging and lovely.I know if I born twins, it will be very difficult and it also will be my challenging job, but I believe my husband will try to help me although bust with his work. The marriage between my husband and I must be happy and believe we can love each other forever.If my marriage is going down to the hell, I hope my husband and I can go through it and this was the one of  incident that I afraid and don't have much confidence to the marriage and love. I will scared of these, because I knew my bad attitude very clearly and I scared these will make my husband ran away from me.
Will my hope be come true? Will the God bless me? I don't know but I believe that God will give a good gift to my life if my attitude is good enough.